MOOD: miss him
Why still missing?
Yesturday morning, I dreamt of me embracing into his arm. But when I wake up, I found that it was just a dream. I cried. How I wish I still can feel his warmth again.
Upon waking up, he called me. Without any delay, I picked up. He wanted to know how I'm doing. I wanted to tell but I didn’t. My mouth couldn’t speak what my mind was thinking. Then we hang up. I cried again. I miss him so much! My heart so pain. So pain. I lied on my bed crying.
Then, I posted Goodbye, my almost lover…. I thought it can let me forget the pain but it did not. I can’t let go. I can’t. I just him miss so much so much so much! A lot… I don’t why.
I ever think of giving him another chance but I think it won’t work out. Anything can change but Habit never change. He is a joker and a liar while I am a serious person. Things won’t work out. I gave him so many chances but he just takes them for granted. ALL. “I am sorry”, I hear it so many times. Before, I thought he would mean what he said. After all, I realised they are just words. He did wrong things followed by many apologise. He did that repeatedly.
Many people, in fact everyone who know about us, advised not to repeat the history. I was firm at first upon hearing them but when night falls, when I was alone, when I was doing nothing, when I saw couples, this person fill my mind. Those memories recalled in my mind suddenly. I always comfort myself that I will get better in time; I will be fine if he stop contacting me. I msged him to stop bothering me.
But that couldn’t help! I miss him more. :’(
I miss him. I miss his smile. I miss his laughter. I miss his jokes. I miss his voice. I miss his hug. I miss him kissing my cheek. I miss him playing dota in my room. I miss him signing on all my exam notes. I miss him leaving a note on my magnet board. I miss him visiting me after school. I miss going to city hall with him. I miss having pizza hut with him. I miss him holding my hands introducing to his all friends that I am his girlfriend. I miss chatting on phone with him. I miss going sentosa with him. I miss taking MRT with him. I miss saving money into fei fei with him. I miss watching movie with him. I miss him carrying me. I miss him sheltering me when rain. I miss him protecting me. I miss us taking pictures. I miss him cooking noodles for me. I miss him rushing to buy me slipper when I say my toes pain. I miss seating outside toast box watching him working. I miss us quarrelling. I miss us going to plaza sing. I miss me travelled from sengkang to yew tee to see him. I miss us having Mac together. I miss him buying my Kong Fu Panda for me. I miss him treating me. I miss celebrating Valentine Day with him. I miss celebrating his birthday with him. I miss him cradle me at Merlion Park. I miss chatting phone with him every time he knock off. I miss myself updating our dairy. I miss him found me at National Library that day. I miss him telling me his story. I miss him. I miss him. I miss us at Foundation of "Our Love". I miss him. I miss. I miss. I miss. I miss everything!
Burger, I love you with all my true heart.
Burger, I miss you every minute, every second.
Burger, I willing to sacrifice all my youth to change you.
Burger, I willing to wait for you when you are away.
Burger, I willing to be your lover.
I called Burger, wanting to hear his voice. He apologised again. My heart melts. Tears start to scroll down my face. I hang up.
I was confused about my decision. Everyone is telling me not to go back. When I think of those days; the betray and the wrong doings, I tell myself, I should not go back. I kept telling myself, without him, I still am myself.
There’s no turning back anymore. I did that much to cut the relation. Cut the relation with his friends, cut the relation with his dad, cut the relation with people around him.
I keep telling myself. This is part and parcel of life. Face it although it’s hard.
For once, I lost my most loved person. I took years to get better, and she still lives in my heart no matter what happens, mum.
Now, I choose to lose him. I will do the same. He is not my Mr. Right. I am not his Ms. Right.
Me: Choose friend or me.
Burger: Can I have both please? I don’t want to lose my friend. I don’t want to lose you too.
Burger: Choose friend or me.
Me: Friend. I don’t put love before friends.
Perhaps, you shouldn’t ask me that question as I have told you before; I won’t sacrifice my friends for anything. But you just forgotten and asked me again on that day. I showed you my answer instead of telling you.
A liar always a liar. A joker always a joker.
hmm... just keep thinking... he is bad for me. horribly bad.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Goodbye my almost lover...
MOOD: able to smile/able to eat/able to think properly/not able to love
Yesterday, I went to City Hall where Burger and I had our first date.
Sitting in the MRT cabin, on my way there I was listening to some songs.
The memories of ours, recalling in my mind.
City Hall; It is the place where we make our promises and it is the place where we started off.
When I was in the train, I recall Burger and me quarrelling.
When I was walking in the City Link, I recalling the day he betrayed me.
When I was walking through the food republic, I recall Burger and me eating fried hokkien mee and Burger removing the prawn shells for me. And, the toast box, Xiao Fen and Newton. =)
When I came out from the food republic, I saw the duck tour/hippo tour counter; we planned to sit together but now…
When I was taking the escalator down to basement, I cannot feel the warmth from Burger as he likes to hug me when we taking the escalator. I feel a sudden coldness.
In the basement, I saw Secret Recipe; it reminds me of Valentine Day. I think of the flowers, the chocolates, the card, the letter, the food, the cookie, the necklace, the kiss and the hug.
I was ascending to the Foundation of “Our Love", I was thinking, “today, I came here without Burger.” I never thought that we will end like this.
I walked to the rooster logo on the floor; the place where we first hugged. I stood there, bursting into tears. Watching the Foundation, recalling all the memories I had with Burger, they used to be sweet but it hurt me now. I kept questioning myself, why why why? Why Burger did that to me? Where have I done wrong? Am I not good enough for him? Why he broke all our promises, hopes, dreams, trust, and love?
Finally, I tell myself, if Burger calls me before I leave the Foundation at 5pm, that’s THE END of us.
As soon as I decided on this, it was around 453pm, Burger called me. My heart was so pain. I thought it was just a dream, but when I saw my shivering hands, I know it wasn’t a dream, it is reality. I thought maybe I shouldn’t make this decision but I tell myself, it’s time to let go and move on. Without him, you will still be Ally Seah Ming Xuan.
And I left that place.
Goodbye,
Richie, my almost lover.
Yesterday, I went to City Hall where Burger and I had our first date.
Sitting in the MRT cabin, on my way there I was listening to some songs.
The memories of ours, recalling in my mind.
City Hall; It is the place where we make our promises and it is the place where we started off.
When I was in the train, I recall Burger and me quarrelling.
When I was walking in the City Link, I recalling the day he betrayed me.
When I was walking through the food republic, I recall Burger and me eating fried hokkien mee and Burger removing the prawn shells for me. And, the toast box, Xiao Fen and Newton. =)
When I came out from the food republic, I saw the duck tour/hippo tour counter; we planned to sit together but now…
When I was taking the escalator down to basement, I cannot feel the warmth from Burger as he likes to hug me when we taking the escalator. I feel a sudden coldness.
In the basement, I saw Secret Recipe; it reminds me of Valentine Day. I think of the flowers, the chocolates, the card, the letter, the food, the cookie, the necklace, the kiss and the hug.
I was ascending to the Foundation of “Our Love", I was thinking, “today, I came here without Burger.” I never thought that we will end like this.
I walked to the rooster logo on the floor; the place where we first hugged. I stood there, bursting into tears. Watching the Foundation, recalling all the memories I had with Burger, they used to be sweet but it hurt me now. I kept questioning myself, why why why? Why Burger did that to me? Where have I done wrong? Am I not good enough for him? Why he broke all our promises, hopes, dreams, trust, and love?
Finally, I tell myself, if Burger calls me before I leave the Foundation at 5pm, that’s THE END of us.
As soon as I decided on this, it was around 453pm, Burger called me. My heart was so pain. I thought it was just a dream, but when I saw my shivering hands, I know it wasn’t a dream, it is reality. I thought maybe I shouldn’t make this decision but I tell myself, it’s time to let go and move on. Without him, you will still be Ally Seah Ming Xuan.
And I left that place.
Goodbye,
Richie, my almost lover.
Friday, August 29, 2008
I am here to answer Burger questions.
Qns: Why I kept asking you to accompany me these 2 weeks?
Ans: I scare you go out find girls.
Qns: I lied to you about my feeling for these 2 weeks?
Ans: No. If I lied, I wont travel from sengkang to yew tee just to see you a while. If I lied, I wont cried when you were leaving my house that day.
Qns: Why I changed?
Ans: Because that day.
Qns: Why I always start quarrel?
Ans: I never. I always ask a simple question and you got angry. When I start to explain, you said I want to quarrel.
Qns: Why I always ask for a break when we quarrelled?
Ans: I never thought of breaking. You asked me to say/do, remember?
Many times, I tried my best to cover for you, wrap you up nicely.
However, you tear it off.
It takes two hands to clap.
Many times, I start to clap first.
However, you resisted to clap after me.
Many times, I let you start to clap.
However, you said you are scared of me.
"Scared of me"
hahahaa
hurts me a lot. T_T
Perhaps I am not the girl you finding.
When I say "I Love You" I meant it.
When I say "I Miss You" I really miss.
When I say "I do" I really want.
I not wanting to give you another chance.
Chances, I gave a lot.
You take them for granted.
Hope your next girlfriend will heal you.
Remember, don't betray and do wrong things anymore.
No girl will forgive for that.
There's no turning back but moving forward.
Qns: Why I kept asking you to accompany me these 2 weeks?
Ans: I scare you go out find girls.
Qns: I lied to you about my feeling for these 2 weeks?
Ans: No. If I lied, I wont travel from sengkang to yew tee just to see you a while. If I lied, I wont cried when you were leaving my house that day.
Qns: Why I changed?
Ans: Because that day.
Qns: Why I always start quarrel?
Ans: I never. I always ask a simple question and you got angry. When I start to explain, you said I want to quarrel.
Qns: Why I always ask for a break when we quarrelled?
Ans: I never thought of breaking. You asked me to say/do, remember?
Many times, I tried my best to cover for you, wrap you up nicely.
However, you tear it off.
It takes two hands to clap.
Many times, I start to clap first.
However, you resisted to clap after me.
Many times, I let you start to clap.
However, you said you are scared of me.
"Scared of me"
hahahaa
hurts me a lot. T_T
Perhaps I am not the girl you finding.
When I say "I Love You" I meant it.
When I say "I Miss You" I really miss.
When I say "I do" I really want.
I not wanting to give you another chance.
Chances, I gave a lot.
You take them for granted.
Hope your next girlfriend will heal you.
Remember, don't betray and do wrong things anymore.
No girl will forgive for that.
There's no turning back but moving forward.
Why so pain?
Why I still missing?
Why I still crying?
Why I still waiting?
Why I still so naive?
Why I still not wake up?
Shake me to wake me up...
Shout at me to wake me up...
Scold me to wake me up...
Slap me to make me up...
_______________________________________
Hey???!!!
Help me~~~!
Why you did so many wrong things?
Why you want to repeatedly doing every wrong things?
Why you never listen to me?
Why you never learn from mistakes?
Why you never think before you do everything?
Why you never think of my feelings?
Why you like to care other people businesses?
Why you never think you are wrong?
Why you keep giving me words?
Why you don't show to me?
Why give me empty promises?
Why you disappoint me again and again?
Why you still don't come to sense?
Why you are such a bastard?
Why you never wake up?
______________________________________
I said don't do it anymore!
I said many times!
many times...
less than one week...
you did it again...
WHY?!
I want you to live with regrets and guilt. Please...
______________________________________
I supposed to show everyone you are good for me.
I supposed to make you a successful man.
I supposed to grow up with you.
I supposed to fulfil our dreams together.
I supposed to show my dad I make the right choice.
I supposed to show you to everyone.
I supposed to love you till I die.
I supposed to care for you forever.
I supposed to work out all our plans with you.
I supposed to stay at Bugis Mos Burger continue crying and remain tipsy.
I supposed to delete your number.
I supposed to not reply you.
I supposed to avoid you.
I supposed to remain single after monster.
I should have prevented you if I did not met you.
I should be the cheerful girl now.
I should be one of the strangers you met.
I should... should... should not know you...
Why I still missing?
Why I still crying?
Why I still waiting?
Why I still so naive?
Why I still not wake up?
Shake me to wake me up...
Shout at me to wake me up...
Scold me to wake me up...
Slap me to make me up...
_______________________________________
Hey???!!!
Help me~~~!
Why you did so many wrong things?
Why you want to repeatedly doing every wrong things?
Why you never listen to me?
Why you never learn from mistakes?
Why you never think before you do everything?
Why you never think of my feelings?
Why you like to care other people businesses?
Why you never think you are wrong?
Why you keep giving me words?
Why you don't show to me?
Why give me empty promises?
Why you disappoint me again and again?
Why you still don't come to sense?
Why you are such a bastard?
Why you never wake up?
______________________________________
I said don't do it anymore!
I said many times!
many times...
less than one week...
you did it again...
WHY?!
I want you to live with regrets and guilt. Please...
______________________________________
I supposed to show everyone you are good for me.
I supposed to make you a successful man.
I supposed to grow up with you.
I supposed to fulfil our dreams together.
I supposed to show my dad I make the right choice.
I supposed to show you to everyone.
I supposed to love you till I die.
I supposed to care for you forever.
I supposed to work out all our plans with you.
I supposed to stay at Bugis Mos Burger continue crying and remain tipsy.
I supposed to delete your number.
I supposed to not reply you.
I supposed to avoid you.
I supposed to remain single after monster.
I should have prevented you if I did not met you.
I should be the cheerful girl now.
I should be one of the strangers you met.
I should... should... should not know you...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
It's something fishy...
MOOD: complicated!
Never believe anyone.
Only man standing will be the mastermind.
Closest Friend = Greatest enemy
I seen it so clearly
It happened on one of my friend.
I pity him
I worry for him
I pray for him
♠There will be no turning back but moving forward.
He don't understand.
♠There are 4 things in the Earth cannot be broken.
They are PROMISE, TRUST, LOVE, RELATION.
Once they are broken, they don't make noise but PAIN a lot.
And maybe cause one to react.
He don't understand.
♠Lovers, are all blind men.
How they know people who they met are good or bad?
They don't go for visible objects but they uses their feeling to feel
He don't understand.
♠Human error causes mistakes
Mistakes causes one to fall
Once fall, open a wound
When wound heals, scar formed
Scar will reminds on the human error
And then, the cycle goes on and on......
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar......
He still don't understand.
Is he naive or foolish?
Betray, he had done
Not faithful, he had done
Avoid, he had done
The worse things... I all met.
Even saw his friend betraying and reveging on him, I have seen all.
Never Let Me Down again???
Every single day, you are letting me down.
Never believe anyone.
Only man standing will be the mastermind.
Closest Friend = Greatest enemy
I seen it so clearly
It happened on one of my friend.
I pity him
I worry for him
I pray for him
♠There will be no turning back but moving forward.
He don't understand.
♠There are 4 things in the Earth cannot be broken.
They are PROMISE, TRUST, LOVE, RELATION.
Once they are broken, they don't make noise but PAIN a lot.
And maybe cause one to react.
He don't understand.
♠Lovers, are all blind men.
How they know people who they met are good or bad?
They don't go for visible objects but they uses their feeling to feel
He don't understand.
♠Human error causes mistakes
Mistakes causes one to fall
Once fall, open a wound
When wound heals, scar formed
Scar will reminds on the human error
And then, the cycle goes on and on......
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar...
human error, mistakes, fall, wound, scar......
He still don't understand.
Is he naive or foolish?
Betray, he had done
Not faithful, he had done
Avoid, he had done
The worse things... I all met.
Even saw his friend betraying and reveging on him, I have seen all.
Never Let Me Down again???
Every single day, you are letting me down.
Won't let me cry again???
You did more
You did more
Promises, trust, love once again broken by you.
I choose to broke the relation.
I choose to broke the relation.
- End of Our Journey Together -
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
My day... on 22 August 2008 =_=
MOOD: if you are happy, please post an entry.
Posting... =D
22 Aug
worse paper today... sadden.
aRRghs! please don let me fail... OMG!
today i watched Meet Dave at Causeway Point with burger and friends (french fries, ketchup, chilli, chicken thigh, mayonise, coke) hahaaaa... the FASTFOOD buddies!
hmmm... the movie... i don really like the movie lahh.... so unreality... so far from the fact...
yuppie, i love to watch romance movie and a little bit of comedy and... horror movie is okay for me... =)
oh yahh... im looking for a classical music... i dono the title of the piece but i have the recorded music with me... any kind soul would like to help me to listen and check that piece of music is what title? kind soul...
i'm logging off... 0138am... tired. *yawns*
goodnight =)
Posting... =D
22 Aug
worse paper today... sadden.
aRRghs! please don let me fail... OMG!
today i watched Meet Dave at Causeway Point with burger and friends (french fries, ketchup, chilli, chicken thigh, mayonise, coke) hahaaaa... the FASTFOOD buddies!
hmmm... the movie... i don really like the movie lahh.... so unreality... so far from the fact...
yuppie, i love to watch romance movie and a little bit of comedy and... horror movie is okay for me... =)
oh yahh... im looking for a classical music... i dono the title of the piece but i have the recorded music with me... any kind soul would like to help me to listen and check that piece of music is what title? kind soul...
i'm logging off... 0138am... tired. *yawns*
goodnight =)
Sunday, August 17, 2008
EXAM PERIOD STILL SLACKING! ><
MOOD: =)))
Happy + Another Slack day -_-"
ytd ii went burger's friend house for mahjong...
Burger said ii t0o stress so ask me t0 go a mahjong session?!
dOts...
anywaysSs... it's very fun! and abit stress... hahaa... they all are pro but ii n0ob. so paiiseh!
Tomorrow exam already le lehhs! yet I'm still slacking! aRRghs! Cannot stand myself.
Burger came my house accompanied me study todayy. eRm eRm... he played dota the whole day lahh... no life~
hahaaa. we hadd Pizza Hut for our dinner wo0ts! yuMmy~!
after dinner we came back home... i continue my revision.. he continue his dota...
n0w... its 2306hr. I have not complete my revision for tml's exam... arrghs!
really slacking hardd sia...!!!
HELP ME~~~!
hmmm...
Happy + Another Slack day -_-"
ytd ii went burger's friend house for mahjong...
Burger said ii t0o stress so ask me t0 go a mahjong session?!
dOts...
anywaysSs... it's very fun! and abit stress... hahaa... they all are pro but ii n0ob. so paiiseh!
Tomorrow exam already le lehhs! yet I'm still slacking! aRRghs! Cannot stand myself.
Burger came my house accompanied me study todayy. eRm eRm... he played dota the whole day lahh... no life~
hahaaa. we hadd Pizza Hut for our dinner wo0ts! yuMmy~!
after dinner we came back home... i continue my revision.. he continue his dota...
n0w... its 2306hr. I have not complete my revision for tml's exam... arrghs!
really slacking hardd sia...!!!
HELP ME~~~!
hmmm...
Respect Please...
MOOD: g0od n badd
R.E.S.P.E.C.T.™ is essential
Treat people with respect regardless of age or status
16 AUGUST 2008
I met 2 incidents about not respecting people.
I don't like. I hate it.
At least show a simple little respect to people who you like or don't like, please.
Incident ONE
2nd j0b agent I met who don't show respect to his customers
His intro: (to one of my friend) you need to cut your hair, its very long and ugly.
RESPECT?
Where is his simple intro about his name?
Answering calls without saying an "excuse me" during an interview?
Check on our history right in front of us and acting professional?
What the hell he trying to proof?
Proof to me that he is efficient?
I rather give up that opportunity than to work under that agency which don't show a simple respect to their customers.
I decided not to work under the lousy attitude + no respect agency...
During interview...
My friend: We would like to bypass this opportunity
Him: Why? F1 race don't attempt you guys to work for them?
Me and friend: No (your serving attitude make us don't want to work under your agency, please reflect yourself.)
Him: Can tell me your reason?
Me: I have no passion to work in serivce industry (of cause not, I hate his attitude! gosh.)
Him: I also have no interest in this industry, but I still work here.
That's the reason!
He have no interest in his job.
He have little ambition from his job
He have negative views
He carrys Douglas McGregor Theory 'X' !
How can he serve his clients and customers efficiently?
His working attitude makes me feel like complainting to the company or even to the MOM.
Well, I don't buy products only, I also buy ATTITUDE.
Right ATTITUDE leads to RESPECT
Incident TWO
****toooooooooooot*****
misunderstanding
*Forgive and Forget are things I not able to do.
R.E.S.P.E.C.T.™ is essential
Treat people with respect regardless of age or status
16 AUGUST 2008
I met 2 incidents about not respecting people.
I don't like. I hate it.
At least show a simple little respect to people who you like or don't like, please.
Incident ONE
2nd j0b agent I met who don't show respect to his customers
His intro: (to one of my friend) you need to cut your hair, its very long and ugly.
RESPECT?
Where is his simple intro about his name?
Answering calls without saying an "excuse me" during an interview?
Check on our history right in front of us and acting professional?
What the hell he trying to proof?
Proof to me that he is efficient?
I rather give up that opportunity than to work under that agency which don't show a simple respect to their customers.
I decided not to work under the lousy attitude + no respect agency...
During interview...
My friend: We would like to bypass this opportunity
Him: Why? F1 race don't attempt you guys to work for them?
Me and friend: No (your serving attitude make us don't want to work under your agency, please reflect yourself.)
Him: Can tell me your reason?
Me: I have no passion to work in serivce industry (of cause not, I hate his attitude! gosh.)
Him: I also have no interest in this industry, but I still work here.
That's the reason!
He have no interest in his job.
He have little ambition from his job
He have negative views
He carrys Douglas McGregor Theory 'X' !
How can he serve his clients and customers efficiently?
His working attitude makes me feel like complainting to the company or even to the MOM.
Well, I don't buy products only, I also buy ATTITUDE.
Right ATTITUDE leads to RESPECT
Incident TWO
****toooooooooooot*****
misunderstanding
*Forgive and Forget are things I not able to do.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
No Time!!!
MOOD: mixture of feelings
troublesome! troublesome! TROUBLESOME!!!
what time is it?
It's tiger time!
Not yet, it's study time...
siann.
troublesome! troublesome! TROUBLESOME!!!
what time is it?
It's tiger time!
Not yet, it's study time...
siann.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
不断地寻找着最好的而忘了当初的她也是最好的。
虽然选择离开是最痛的痛，总好过不断地折磨自己，不断地安慰自己。
一段已经变卦的爱，并不值得你留恋，离开是对对方的一种仁慈。
-o6o82oo8-
You begged for a chance
I gave
Less than 3 days
You choose to give up
For whatever reasons you chose this decision
Please, live with regrets.
If I don't love you,
I wouldn't keep in contact with you
If I don't love you,
I wouldn't gave you so many chances
If I don't love you,
I wouldn't try so hard to accept
If I don't love you,
I wouldn't have tell you so many things
If I don't love you,
I wouldn't have let you go...
DoYouReallyLoveMeFromYourBottomOfYourHeart?
Everything starts with a heart...
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Truth Reveal
MOOD: crazy~
Til today...
I then finally found out the truth
That issue isn't simple
Isn't just want to help
but something more
more unfriendly
more motive
And thanks...
I will rmb what uu all did...
Nice sh0w by the way uhh! *wink
all 3 of uu are liars
c0s of jealousy? or want to revenge?
on me? or on that someone?
I don't know you by the way...
but
U failed ur plan i can tell y0u =)
Yes, maybe y0u are true to help... but...
No, some of it or mayb i should say most of it are lies?
I have eyes to see
I have feelings to feel
God is watching both of your wrong doings
I wont pursue whose wrong
but I know
there is retribution
Young girls, please wake up.
Worth doing so much for just a simple feel?
One day, I you know that feeling...
Isn't just hurt only
and also regret what you have did to the innocents.
There is no need to watch on me anymore...
n0 worries! :)
We have no relation anyway...
continue your life bahhs...
Til today...
I then finally found out the truth
That issue isn't simple
Isn't just want to help
but something more
more unfriendly
more motive
And thanks...
I will rmb what uu all did...
Nice sh0w by the way uhh! *wink
all 3 of uu are liars
c0s of jealousy? or want to revenge?
on me? or on that someone?
I don't know you by the way...
but
U failed ur plan i can tell y0u =)
Yes, maybe y0u are true to help... but...
No, some of it or mayb i should say most of it are lies?
I have eyes to see
I have feelings to feel
God is watching both of your wrong doings
I wont pursue whose wrong
but I know
there is retribution
Young girls, please wake up.
Worth doing so much for just a simple feel?
One day, I you know that feeling...
Isn't just hurt only
and also regret what you have did to the innocents.
There is no need to watch on me anymore...
n0 worries! :)
We have no relation anyway...
continue your life bahhs...
Saturday, August 2, 2008
MOOD: FIRST DAY (hurt)
当你不爱你身边的她，请你离开。
不要为了责任，或是习惯她的存在，又或是享受着她对你的好，不愿放手，其实这样对她的伤害更深。
当她耗尽所有的精力深爱着你，而你却挥霍着她对你的好，是多么多么的残忍。
人都太贪心，不断地寻找着最好的而忘了当初的她也是最好的。
刚开始的甜蜜也因为诱惑而慢慢地消失，如果两个不相识的人因为缘份而在一起，却因为一方的厌倦而分开，那么那个人并不值得你付出。
相对的，当你发现你爱的他不再爱你了，也请你离开他。
别期望他会再回到你身边，也无谓挥霍自己的青春，应该相信你会遇见比他更好的人。
虽然选择离开是最痛的痛，总好过不断地折磨自己，不断地安慰自己他会回心转意。
一段已经变卦的爱，并不值得你留恋，离开不爱你或是你不爱的人，是对对方的一种仁慈!
当你不爱你身边的她，请你离开。
不要为了责任，或是习惯她的存在，又或是享受着她对你的好，不愿放手，其实这样对她的伤害更深。
当她耗尽所有的精力深爱着你，而你却挥霍着她对你的好，是多么多么的残忍。
人都太贪心，不断地寻找着最好的而忘了当初的她也是最好的。
刚开始的甜蜜也因为诱惑而慢慢地消失，如果两个不相识的人因为缘份而在一起，却因为一方的厌倦而分开，那么那个人并不值得你付出。
相对的，当你发现你爱的他不再爱你了，也请你离开他。
别期望他会再回到你身边，也无谓挥霍自己的青春，应该相信你会遇见比他更好的人。
虽然选择离开是最痛的痛，总好过不断地折磨自己，不断地安慰自己他会回心转意。
一段已经变卦的爱，并不值得你留恋，离开不爱你或是你不爱的人，是对对方的一种仁慈!
Friday, August 1, 2008
THE END
everything comes to an end now...
Thanks.
I'm sure I will be much more happier than before...
bye stranger! =)
Thanks.
I'm sure I will be much more happier than before...
bye stranger! =)
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