You did a lot for me hor?
So touch!
LIAR!



I hate you so much!


You are in deep shit n0w!
Your past will catch up with you!

Crime

MOOD: bastard don talk to me

I don't trust you anymore
Give up!
I've made up my mind already
Do not create crime
Your past will catch up with you one day
Watch it!

Once faith and trust are lost

They are gone forever

My heart dies for you.
Do not paster me anymore
I'm serious.



*Never Be the Same

He and She

He is sorry
She is deeply hurt
Let her go and move on

Things won't be the same if he and she get back together
Once he betrayed her
Once he cheated her
More than once he hurt her
She learnt

Now she is harsh
Now she is ruthless
Now she is cruel
Now she give up his everything

For once she said
If he need to clarify some things
Work on it and proof to everyone

But she say
The result still remains the same

Not giving him a death sentence
Is giving him chance to realise and face the reality
Is giving him chance to learn

His heart wanting to win her back
Her heart already dies for him
What his heart going through now
Cannot compare to what her heart is going through now

Separation
Both hurts
Who hurt more?
No one knows

She felt sorry
Of how she treating him now
He felt sorry
Of what he did to her

She is protecting herself from hurting further
He is explaining for what he did
She is trying to leave him
He is trying to get back with her
She given him sufficient chances
He choose not to be honest
She trust him
He believe she never will caught him
She suspected him
He pretended
She checked on him
He scolded her in public loudly
She endured
He went overboard
She exposed him
He panic
She told him everything
He then realised he was caught
She was disappointed
He was trying to patch back
She was trying to leave him
He is trying to gain her back
She is being ruthless on him
He is trying to gain sympathy
She and he afterall still hurt
He and she afterall will still leave
She and he will never be the same anymore
He and she
Please let it end like this...

If you think the whole world is owing you something
Then you are wrong

You are living in your own world
Without sparing other a thought

It's time for you to reflect what have you contributed to the family for the past 6 years
If you think you done a lot
Then I can tell you
No...

You never fulfil your job
How would you fulfil your own dream?
You cannot accept other comments about you
You must be the champion
You told yourself never cannot fail
But
Have you ever think one day you will fail?

Nobody is perfect in this world
If you say you will never fail
Then I can tell you
Wrong!
Beause you never pick up after you fail
You never admit you have fail

You are just living in your own world

What makes you changed so much?
Things that happened 6 years ago still haunting you?
Or you don't want to face the reality?

*sigh
haiis...

Happenings o0oo0oo0o

MOOD: moody~

t0o much things happened in one shot already!
Stop lying and let's end it!!!
I had enough. Really.
I'm exhausted.
If want to make us out, I will be team player
If want to lie, count me out then

If you think you had done nothing wrong
I wish you all the best in your future
If you think I misunderstand you
I think you need to sort things out first
If you think you still can continue your lies
I can tell you straight that I'm not a good team player
If you have something need to be clarify
Work on it and say it out

Please turn over a new leaf
Everything is still not too late

Remember I once said,
the way you treat your parents is the way you treat the people around you
If your parents know you lying to them all these while how would they feel?
What I'm going through now, I believe you don't want your parents to go through too
It is so hurtful
Words can't simply describe my feeling now

Life is like a drama
Will change dramatically anytime anywhere

TRUST is essential
HONEST is the best policy

one, TWO, three, four, hi-five!

MOOD: -.-

It is just a dream or reality?
I found myself shivering vigorously and couldn't stop
No, it is reality!

Life is full of uncertainties
Life is like a game of gamble
Life is filled with many cruel realities
Waiting one to face them and realise them...

Remember I was posting "don't judge a book by its cover" last year...
Ya, I was caught!
I'm judging it base on my belief
Am I wrong?
I wonder...
The truth is cruel...

Give me the truth even it is hurt
Just give me the truth...

NIL !!!!!!!

MOOD: nil

Bo0o! im home early today! hahaa...
n0w watching tv... trying to relax myself awhile...
tired...
projectsSs... testsSs...
tsk tsk!
irritating lehhs...

vacation~ come come...
projects, tests n exams~ go away go away...

*someone think he always right wor! I am not little girl. d0n treat me like 3 yr old kid. If you think you dono what i am doing n why im doing like that. den you d0no my character well! it wont work if you treat me the way you wanted. i will never follow!
All i wan is just an apology

Lack Of Time

MOOD: =S busy

ahhhhhh~!
nowadays getting more busier n busier already...
tests... projects... presnetations... exams... piling my life n0w!
irritating lehhs.
cant wait for the 2 months vacation to start n0w!
hmmm...
sometimes i really dono what i m doing sia...
everyday busy with assignments... confusing lehhs...
management... econs... accounts... comm skill...
Ka0s!
aiiy0....

fan lehhs~!
cry ahh........

hahaaa! =X

15 JULY 2008

MOOD: HAHAHAA!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

CHEW MEI!!! <3

mei

Mei n her ice cream cake! =)

mei making birthday wishesSs~

ting n mei

mei n ally

ally n eli

`Opps! ice cream cake finishing~ XD

mei spent her 18th birthday night with us @ vivo city!

Stay pretty and smile always, girlfriend!

Monday . . .

MOOD: fcuking d0n irritate me today

fcuking lesson
fcuking teacher

hate internet n web

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Today fcuking suay!
lost my pocket money on my way to library...
fcuking hungry
fcuking irritating

*an hungry man is an angry man

Photo Session =)

Blood Buddy Shoe!

Blood Buddy!!!

Jo's // Hui Min's // Ally's

Clarissa and me

Elieen // Clarissa // Ally

Clarissa ^ Elieen ^ Ally

TWIST!

Ally and Gabriel

*Peace*

dear dear and me in neo print! <3

dear dear is bored...

stun! O.O

cute ah you

burger most handsome pic ever! XD

Me and Him

*happiness*

I Love 11July 2008

MOOD: Very very very super happy =D

I went out with burger today!

I Love Today. After many obstacles... finally... we are back again!!! =) today, me n burger went bugis walk walk... finally!!! we are out alone. Yeah~ Yeah~ just the two of us... long time nv just the 2 of us le... feel sooo g0od... =)

btw... i forced burger to take neo print with me.. hahaa...!

our first neo print as at 11 July 2008... Just the two of us...! =)

after that, me n burger eat and walk, walk and eat along bugis big n small streets... hahaa!
I LOVE 11 JULY 2008! as if our first date! hahaa...

after many obstacles, burger n me reunion...
Feelings...
Heart...
Soul...
Love...
Communication...
Our Languages...
Everything and everything... are fine now...

*I hope after all these, we will get stronger and grow together. Dear Dear, I love you.

Recycle- Newborn

Love is tired
But enjoyable
Love is complicated
But sweet
Love is hard
But having each other is better than anything


We have once love each other
And
The love will continue
Till we die
Till there's no tomorrow
Till the world falls



I Love You, Darling.



Our promise.
8 years from year 2008
We will be different
In less than 1 month time
1/16 is complete...



_______________________________________
From the first day that I saw your smiling face
Darling, I knew that we would be together forever
Today I asked you out, you said no
But I found out
Darling, that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try, darling, just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you sad
I'd rather die, than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Darling that's no lie
______________________________________

May Day

Its critical period now...
If you think not gonna work out...
Why bother?

I doubt you forgotten something
On this date...
It changes both of our lives
On this date...
We changed
On this date...
We learn to cherish
On this date
We promised

Today, on this date
I tried to step closer
I tried to understand who you are
I tried to cherish you
I tried to appreciate
I tried to think
I tried to respect
I tried to change
You try to step closer
But
You try to understand who I am?
You try to cherish?
You try to appreciate?
You try to feel how I am feeling?
You try to communicate?

When you realise you lost that someone
You will start to regret and try to cherish?

You changed me into an introvert
You changed my view on relationship
You changed me to be negative
And
You made me lose confidence

Fading away~~~
I seem unimportant

Are you troubled?
Are you stressed up?
Are you hiding in the cave?
Are you finding a solution?
Are you giving me your remaining percent of your mind to me?
Are you...?

Quarrels don't seem to stop...
Argument continues...
Attention seems no longer there

Endure
Is love?

This moment...

MOOD: "EXTREMELY HAPPY! =DDD"

The moment he threw away e dairy
His heart stop pumping for that someone
That someone heart tear into thousands and millions pieces

It's isn't just a game
It's something more

Where are those promises?
Where have those memories go to?
Why quarrels keep going on between us?
Why you are not concern?
Is our relationship changing?
Do you still remember I am still here?

If your heart stop pumping for me,
Why together?
If you think I am not the one,
Why choose me?
If you think I don't care,
Why I bother to message you?
If you think what I have said to you is right,
Why continue?
If you think I am cheating on you,
Why?

Don't meet up for 2 months?
What is that?!

If you think you are tired of everything,

Tell me, I will know what to do......

You will still laugh as happily as before

You will still be the joker

You will live without irritation

You will live without frustration

You will not change anything

Cause, I can see

While you are with your friends

While working with your colleagues

While you talking to everyone

While you talking to girls

Why bother if you think you can find someone better?

Why bother if you think girls will go to you automatically?

Why bother if you think you are so great?

Maybe someone really just a nobody to you

Happy, sad and anger

That someone never take a part

Everything is changing...
No matter
Our Relationship
Our Heart
Our Mind
Our Temperature
Our Attitude
Our Communication
Our Care
Our Understanding
Our Love
Our Respect
Our Feeling

Ever since you threw away our memories
We are left with empty shell
Remember what you did to us!
We are empty shell now

That dairy means a lot to me
A lot..............
That dairy starts when our relationship starts
Now, that dairy is gone forever..................................
Your heart dies for this relationship
My heart no longer mention in the topic