Monday . . .

MOOD: fcuking d0n irritate me today

fcuking lesson
fcuking teacher

hate internet n web

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Today fcuking suay!
lost my pocket money on my way to library...
fcuking hungry
fcuking irritating

*an hungry man is an angry man

Photo Session =)

Blood Buddy Shoe!

Blood Buddy!!!

Jo's // Hui Min's // Ally's

Clarissa and me

Elieen // Clarissa // Ally

Clarissa ^ Elieen ^ Ally

TWIST!

Ally and Gabriel

*Peace*

dear dear and me in neo print! <3

dear dear is bored...

stun! O.O

cute ah you

burger most handsome pic ever! XD

Me and Him

*happiness*

I Love 11July 2008

MOOD: Very very very super happy =D

I went out with burger today!

I Love Today. After many obstacles... finally... we are back again!!! =) today, me n burger went bugis walk walk... finally!!! we are out alone. Yeah~ Yeah~ just the two of us... long time nv just the 2 of us le... feel sooo g0od... =)

btw... i forced burger to take neo print with me.. hahaa...!

our first neo print as at 11 July 2008... Just the two of us...! =)

after that, me n burger eat and walk, walk and eat along bugis big n small streets... hahaa!
I LOVE 11 JULY 2008! as if our first date! hahaa...

after many obstacles, burger n me reunion...
Feelings...
Heart...
Soul...
Love...
Communication...
Our Languages...
Everything and everything... are fine now...

*I hope after all these, we will get stronger and grow together. Dear Dear, I love you.

Recycle- Newborn

Love is tired
But enjoyable
Love is complicated
But sweet
Love is hard
But having each other is better than anything


We have once love each other
And
The love will continue
Till we die
Till there's no tomorrow
Till the world falls



I Love You, Darling.



Our promise.
8 years from year 2008
We will be different
In less than 1 month time
1/16 is complete...



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From the first day that I saw your smiling face
Darling, I knew that we would be together forever
Today I asked you out, you said no
But I found out
Darling, that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try, darling, just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you sad
I'd rather die, than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Darling that's no lie
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May Day

Its critical period now...
If you think not gonna work out...
Why bother?

I doubt you forgotten something
On this date...
It changes both of our lives
On this date...
We changed
On this date...
We learn to cherish
On this date
We promised

Today, on this date
I tried to step closer
I tried to understand who you are
I tried to cherish you
I tried to appreciate
I tried to think
I tried to respect
I tried to change
You try to step closer
But
You try to understand who I am?
You try to cherish?
You try to appreciate?
You try to feel how I am feeling?
You try to communicate?

When you realise you lost that someone
You will start to regret and try to cherish?

You changed me into an introvert
You changed my view on relationship
You changed me to be negative
And
You made me lose confidence

Fading away~~~
I seem unimportant

Are you troubled?
Are you stressed up?
Are you hiding in the cave?
Are you finding a solution?
Are you giving me your remaining percent of your mind to me?
Are you...?

Quarrels don't seem to stop...
Argument continues...
Attention seems no longer there

Endure
Is love?

This moment...

MOOD: "EXTREMELY HAPPY! =DDD"

The moment he threw away e dairy
His heart stop pumping for that someone
That someone heart tear into thousands and millions pieces

It's isn't just a game
It's something more

Where are those promises?
Where have those memories go to?
Why quarrels keep going on between us?
Why you are not concern?
Is our relationship changing?
Do you still remember I am still here?

If your heart stop pumping for me,
Why together?
If you think I am not the one,
Why choose me?
If you think I don't care,
Why I bother to message you?
If you think what I have said to you is right,
Why continue?
If you think I am cheating on you,
Why?

Don't meet up for 2 months?
What is that?!

If you think you are tired of everything,

Tell me, I will know what to do......

You will still laugh as happily as before

You will still be the joker

You will live without irritation

You will live without frustration

You will not change anything

Cause, I can see

While you are with your friends

While working with your colleagues

While you talking to everyone

While you talking to girls

Why bother if you think you can find someone better?

Why bother if you think girls will go to you automatically?

Why bother if you think you are so great?

Maybe someone really just a nobody to you

Happy, sad and anger

That someone never take a part

Everything is changing...
No matter
Our Relationship
Our Heart
Our Mind
Our Temperature
Our Attitude
Our Communication
Our Care
Our Understanding
Our Love
Our Respect
Our Feeling

Ever since you threw away our memories
We are left with empty shell
Remember what you did to us!
We are empty shell now

That dairy means a lot to me
A lot..............
That dairy starts when our relationship starts
Now, that dairy is gone forever..................................
Your heart dies for this relationship
My heart no longer mention in the topic

3RD Posts for the day!

ermmm... i abit bored uhh... that's why i posted soo many posts today... hahaaa! paiseh paiseh nor! =X
BUT! im letting my friends to know me better lehhs. =D

hmmm.......

ytd attended eva's birthday party
i saw some of my secondary friends...
wad i can say is...
everyone have a common simple little motto in life now...
that is...
KAI XIN JIU HAO
hahaaa... its kinda true n motivating...
this phrase let us think on the bright side of life...

hmmm.......

after grad,
we are all alone...
on our own feet now...
the only way to keep us moving is just motivating words...
and nothing else...

hmmmm....

anywaysSs, i hadd fun at eva's party last night!
hahaa... that burger is a true entertainer to everyone
I Love Him

I finally saw eva's poly friends...
erm erm... especially that... XXXX
hahaaa....
for me to know, for you to find out who im talking about...

hahaaa!

her friends are kinda hyper active sia!
4am in e morning still talking so loudly?! -.-"

hmmm...

To my Girlfriends,
You all never be forgotten!
MUACK~! <333
I LOVE YOU ALL!
I LOVE BURGER TOO!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,

EVA CHIN YEW SUAN !!!!!!!!!

You can make it through, Girlfriends.

MOOD: sobbing

To: My beloved girlfriend, tingleno

I'm sad
in just a short while things changed dramatically

I'm sobbing
It changes her life
It changed her

She used to have a strong will to fight for her future

She used to be the girl that everyone envy

She used to be my most cheerful girlfriend I ever had

She used to be a very independent girl

She's deeply in love with him...

And now, I'm seeing

Her lost in the reality

Lost her will to fight
She is no longer that friend I know

Girlfriend,
I hope you can clear your mind and turn back to your ownself
I believe you can make it through
I believe you can stand up once again
I believe you are strong to mend
I have faith in you

You will never be left out
We are born to hold hand in hand
Overcome all obstacles together
Support each other
Share our happiness together
Cry together
We are forever friends

Girl, You are always loved by us!
We love you. <3



To: My beloved girlfriend, mei

Dear Girlfriend,

Don't be sad
Don't cry anymore
Its over

We will always stand by your side whenever you need us
There are many unexpected in life
Learn to be stronger each time you face them
We will always be there for you

Though we are busy with our own work
You'll never be forget
You still stand strong in our heart

Remember,
You can never be forgotten
We always a phone away
We will be there for you

We born to be together
Overcome all obstacles together
Support each other
Share happiness together
Cry together
We are forever friends

Girl, I believe you are strong enough to mend
You are always loved by us!
We love you. <3

broken heart...

MOOD: sadd


the news burger breakout to me ytd was cruel and hearbreaking...

everything is gone...

burger don even read it thru and just throw it away...

now, as if I left with empty shell to him...

word simply cant describe my thoughts now...

my heart break into thousands and millions pieces...

everything is gone...

what have I done wrong?

no matter how hard i cry...

how sad i am...

how much i love you...

things cannot be undone...

"joker is sadd"

now, superwoman is sadd...

superwoman not super anymore...

superwoman left empty shell...

no more superwoman...

*I really deeply hurt this time... til today, i realised our relationship is just so weak... til our memories cannot make us thinnk twice for each other...

REN !

REN !

REN !

REN !

REN !




*zai xin ku ye yao ren

PS: TUI U QI, BURGER.

A little more thing... before everything ends

Things changed within a short night

Because of everyone
I'm being sacrificed
I'm hurt
But
I saw happiness in them

It brought peace to me
And a little hurt

Am I doing things right?

Hope so...

They are important to me
Sacrifice is just a little thing more

I'll still stand strong on my own feet
And I will grow stronger

I LOVE THEM...



*To that someone, you must be happy

A little thing to tell...

Frankly speaking...

I'm alittle hurt... because... that someone not telling me the truth...
I don't want to reveal a lie
So please tell me the truth now
Before i get hurt deeper

Does that someone want me to get hurt?

It is left unknown...
Til that day the lie is reveal by that someone

But...

That day will never come...

Sacrifice will be a better way to help that someone
However, to further wound me

Does that someone care?

It is still left unknown...
Til that day something happen to everyone

*Disappointed in you

MESS!

MOOD: CONFUSEDDDDDDD!

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now processing into 6 sides!

haiis...

very confusing!
i don want it to be this way...
im trapped!!!

them me them me them me......
me them me them me them......

yupp... to me, they are important.

Sacrifice to become hurt or peace?

are they worth me to do so?

worth, not worth, worth, not worth, worth, not worth, worth................

To love someone, is to make that someone smile.
To love someone, is to let that someone happy.
To love someone, is to sacrifice.


I LOVE THEM!

I LOVE THEM!

I LOVE THEM!

I LOVE THEM!

I LOVE THEM!


Believe
Behave
Become!



That someone get happiness.
You are hurt... but its for your own good.

*im trying hard to accept it

Unpleasant .~_~.

MOOD: Irritated!!!


issue ONE: me n burger *bomb ba!!!
*but for less than 24hours
*Why must something happen then will reveal the truth?
*Why wait til someone/something has gone then regret?

issue TWO: STRIKE 4D!!!!!!!!!!!
*but i never buy! arrghs!
*me n burger decided to buy together again at e same place!

issue THREE: 2 projects clashed on the same day and same time!
*HOW?!

issue FOUR: i very nervous for tml interview!!!!!!! very nervous!
*nervous
*nervous
*nervous


*Why promise when you are a promise breaker?