怕怕~！

2 days to go…

Out of so many people why choose me?! Sigh.

Talk to a group of less than 60 people, I'm alright. But talk to a big group of 100-200 over people, I'm very scared and nervous.

 

我的出体验即将来临！

I WANT TO JOIN!

OMG… There was a Flash Mob at Raffles Place ytd afternoon…!

I so wannnnnna join the group!

拼了命也要忍着的心。。。

再多的想念，多么的想拥有，都要压抑着

一分一毫的贪念都不能存在

时时刻刻都要为你着想，都要妥协

我的努力与用心，我希望你能看到，感受到。。。

装着什么都不知道就不会去想也不会太在意了。。。。。。

SIGH~

Reports presentations report presentations report presentations… AGAIN!

Actually I'm alright with reports and presentations now.

I'm troubled over…

Why they aren't given a second chance? They are important to me. What I am today, they involve more than anyone else except my family.

Strangers are given a second chance. But why they aren't? Because they are my friends so have to be stricter? No…

I changed my style of living to compromise… I don't know if anyone notices…

There's a scar on me, a scar that appears suddenly since don't know when… A friend told me that mean compromise… when everything is solved/balanced off, the scar will fade away… but it had been almost more than a month and the scar is still so obvious… I'm seeing it every day.

I'm stressed.

Every time when I see that scar, I have the urge to be rebellious but I controlled.

Everything seems so different.

I'm currently in love with cars!

I don't used to look at cars when they drive pass me. Although I still unsure of all the brands, models and whatsoever but still I will constantly look at cars on roads! Omg.

I am now recalling my days when I worked for F1 last year. It was the toughest job I ever had yet a really memorable and enjoyable one. The non-stop working… the busyness in the central kitchen… the race cars sound… the people I worked with… the people I met… the handsome F1 racer whom I saw… the Porsche race… the time spent there… the smell on my hair that I couldn't get rid for a week… and a lot a lot… gosh I'm missing them all and I promise that I will never forget every single details.

Unfortunately, I didn't get to work for F1 this year. Arrrrrrrrghhhhhsss...!

I miss…

PS: one said; a couple breaks up/divorced because they know each other too well, a couple get together/married because they don't understand each other.

Having your own principles is no problem. However, some things in life, you have to give way to your principles so that those things can be completed.

I am a good listener but I am not a good debater or a good speaker.

I won't ask for extra time to learn because time never waits neither do I debate which is right/wrong. Furthermore, I will contribute my comments when I think that the theory can be improved otherwise, I will keep silent, learn and follow.

Cause' I believe actions are impactful than words of mouth.

A sentence that enlightens me, it's from - my primary school teacher (forgotten his name), Lawrence and Dzikri.

They once said, "We are learning every day."

P.S. Sorry "primary school teacher", now then I understand.

LEARNING is what everyone does in their everyday lives.
LEARNING FROM MISTAKES is what everyone should do in order to become a better person.

P.S. Minimise the little imperfections in you by learning from every day/mistakes to become a better person in future.

29 days to Shanghai

Researching on Shanghai tourist attractions…

Dearest Ivy,

GET WELL SOON!
I will cook your favourite chicken soup for you.

And and and…

SHANGHAI here we come~~~

With love,
Mummy

BIMBO

I was viewing XiaXue's blog and I saw this BORED IN BIKINI videos. It was OMG! If anyone of you doesn't know what BIMBO is, you might want to watch these videos. I can't figure out why they are doing those things to make themselves look stupid la… are they really bored to that extend?! Gosh…

Madness.

My thumb drive also infected with virus. %$#@#$%#...! I fucking TL now…

Now scanning for virus… fucking school printing shop computer contain all sorts of virus…

Fuckup.

Hey all, my lappy is hospitalized. All thanks to the helpdesk guy in NYP SBM! Arrghs! Initially, my lappy was just infected with virus and I just want him to reformat for me yet he wants me to DIY.

Ended up, my lappy auto lock and keep prompting error! Then, the second helpdesk guy, he is nicer la… but he can't solve my problem as he said:
"sorry, I can't help you. This is my first time seeing this."

OMG… I really don't know what to do with these helpdesk assistants! Aren't they supposed to help us on our PC problems?! Why am I receiving this kind of services?! Gosh… pathetic.

Well, I left my lappy with them as the second helpdesk guy promised to save my lappy. Hopefully he meant what he said. I am going to collect my lappy right after my presentation tml 1130am.

Bye.

Stressssssssss

I am now alone in school access lab. ALONE. JUST THE LAB AND ME. Nobody else is inside. My group and I suppose to meet up for PM project this morning at 9am. But… no one turn up yet. Now it's about 9:50am already. Pathetic. One of my group mates are chionging down from home now (-.-") …

Well, I am really stressed by PM and CS projects which due in less than 6days time and I am still not finish up them. Gantt chart, precedence table, risk matrix, monitor and control, executive summary, conclusion, appendices, references, ppt, role play… really stress me up! My group mates are falling sick one by one and I am so worried! CANNOT FALL SICK! IT'S OUR LAST LAP! Let's endure and pull it through together! No sick no sick.

Nowadays, my emotions are rather unstable. I get frustrated easily and I cry almost every night before I turn in. I need comfort. Sigh. I need listening hear from my closest. Let me ease my stress by behaving like a small kid. It is so not good to grow up.

Random:

Term of the day from business dictionary
COPY
General: Duplicate or reproduced version of an original work.

Good News again…

WOOTS!

2 GOOD NEWS today!

First: Darling reporting to his new company tomorrow YEAH! XD
JIA YOU! JIA YOU~! woohoo~

Second: got good grade for BM0086 ICA 1 =)

Hehee. Hope luck lady will stay with us for longer period. *Bless us*

ANY VOLUNTARY ACTIVITIES TO INTRO ME?
I want to help the low income families. Fund raising activity, send necessities to their house, walkaton or something?

School days…

A typical SBM student's school life will always fill with the below...

Projects
Tutorials Homeworks
Revisions
Exams
Tests
Lectures

My life now is full packed with PROJECTS! 1 project… 2 projects… 3 projects… to complete within a week. Oh my… researches… analysis... reports… presentations…

疯掉!

I hate this part… when holiday approaching… projects and tests come first… stress will come in next… make me feel that holiday never come… oh my tian~

I WANT HOLIDAY!
HOLIDAY!
HOLIDAY!

My term break yet to come… extended holiday for the sake of H1N1 case, all TEP students were not involved! =S Never mind… sigh~

AnywaysSssSs…
GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good for you all and Better for me!
I scored…
A for SCMC
A for Personal Selling Report
A for TEP Summary Report
hahaha. This is just for the first stopover.

HAPPPPIE~~~ XD