Human do change with time

I'm sure you guys have the experience. For it would bear no fruit, when it requires 2 hands to clap. So one does not.

Well, my world is changing as a hurricane just went by. Will my world be reconstruct or let other cities, towns and buildings to move in?
If they are going to reconstruct, both you and me will have to change the building style and features. And most importantly, the interior designs of the building have to remain some old memories and also to create a fresh look to it.

To Whom It May Concern, I hope it can be reconstructed and the lot is reserve for only you for a certain period. Because human change with time.

Time for a post…

First week of attachment was a bit slag but still need to prepare presentation every day. 
I took up a president post in SCM Centre. Many administration things need to be done and tidy up with my V.P. Hmm, I wasn't doing well at first and I became tensed. However, I am glad that Darling is always with me as he will make sure that I live my every day happily and with no worries. Well, he have helped me on my attachment workloads when I cannot cope on it.  Thanks, Darling. <3

Well, the attachment mates are fun and friendly. I believe the SCM Centre can be more happening when we know each other better. Hmm, I will start to make it happen by contributing the most noise pollution in the centre ya?  Hahahaa! Hope we work well together and have a marvellous attachment experience. =)

Alright, school work aside. 

Everyone knows of the power of friends,
The terrific result, when everything blends.
When people have friends, they don't stand alone;
Friends always help, when you face the unknown.
Friends give you courage to face problems untold,
So the love of a friend can help make you bold.
They can help you to live a much richer life,
So your everyday living will be less filled with strife.

The power of friends, 
I cannot sense it recently.
I am stressed by your actions and words.
Those have put me in a dilemma.
Is there a miscommunication between us?
Is it time for a friendship test by god?
The feeling of being in dilemma is really not good.

It's him.
The man I am waiting for.
The man I need tenderness from.
The man I want to live with forever.
The man I never want to give up on.
The man I will share all my happiness and sorrows.
The man I will kiss.
The man I will hug.
The man I will breathe with.
The man I will give my love and care to.
He, the man I will love as always.

Sigh~ School is starting soon… and I'll be in year 2.
I got into SCM Class 3. Omg. I'm separated from all my friends. Sob sob.
I will be going for attachments in semester 1.

First attachment: SCM Centre (HURRAY!)
Second attachment: CTIC (What the heck is that?! -_-")

AnywaysSs… I hope both attachments will let me gain many experiences and make more friends. I am kind of look forward to it. =)

I miss BM0814 peeps.

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I left not many days to spend with him as my holiday is ending soon. I guess this is one of the fulfilling holidays I ever had and I will miss everything.

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Woohoo~ I shall stop here and proceed to my SIMS 2.

Byeeee.

A relationship starts because of two parties' mutual chemistry and commitment.
A problem arises because of two parties.
If a relationship ends, that's when the problems cannot solve within two parties.
When a relationship ends, there will be hurt and pain.
It is the ritual.

For your info, I will never join in the ending of the above ritual.
And, thanks girl for your support and it's greatly appreciated.

<3EVA<3
Thank you for always accompany me by my side...
Hello Kitty LIMITED EDITION Stamp Album…
The surprise Birthday Gift (I'm so touched!)…
You are great!
Your understanding, care and love are greatly appreciated.

Another
Happy Moment;
6April…

We watched Mall Cop. My expectation for this movie was much higher than what they screened and it actually disappointed me a little. Nevertheless, it was another sweet memory of ours.
Mall Cop – Our FIRST Movie

Then, we headed to White Sands for dinner at Lerk Thai. The food was extremely delicious as it was dine with him. Today is the day when he knows 1901 Hotdog (His FIRST Time). Hahaa. Stupid. =X Heyhey… next, he thought of going to the top of a building at Changi to view the beautiful scenery at Changi. However, we didn't go up and we headed to Changi Beach Park (Our FIRST Time there). During the short stay at the beach, we could hardly see anyone but aeroplanes ascending into the sky. The planes were so near to us that I could almost grab them. Then, he lay on my lap and he fell asleep while I massage his eyebrow. He said the massage was comfy. Also, I enjoyed looking at him asleep. He is so cute!

Signing off,
mingxuan

Girlfriends <3

Though it was a tough year in 2008 but we made it through. We've shared our laughter, tears and fears. What make us now, are all the experiences we have been through. There are a lot of unspoken things among us but we can always feel/thinking what each other are feeling/thinking. Hmmm… I have so much so much to say to you all but I don't know where to start with. We are all the same kind; who don't speak up the gratitude and ya, one of our ways are through blog.

Ting, we will support on your decision and we only a call away from you. Be Strong. Thanks for your understanding; I really appreciate it very much.
Eli and Mei, thanks for always by my side whenever I need you girls. Be Happy always.

With lots of LOVE,
Xuan

The One

Though many don't understand/don't know us but I want all my friends and family to know that I am happy and so so so 幸福 right now. Girls, I know what you all are worrying about but I am really happy now. Can you all feel it? The happiness in me right now is I never have it before; the feeling is like a first love. I feel the effort from him and I want to put in my effort too. Girls, I always remember all the mistakes we've made. We learnt from our mistakes and I know you all are reminding me not to repeat them.

Girls, we care so much for each other. I love you all. However, I hope you all would try to understand my situation. I know it's unbearable for you all at times but seriously, I am really happy being with him. I know it will be tough but I always believe 天下无难事 只怕有心人 and 先苦后甜. I really hope that I can keep the relationship going and at the same time, I need your support. You would say I'm blinded by love and indeed love is blind. Especially ting and I are blinded by love right now but girls, use your heart and soul to feel me. Am I now suffering or am I living in happiness? Girls, let's put all negative thinking aside and I believe you all will give me your fullest support like how we support ting's decision too. Take your time to know him and you will understand him or rather both of us more.

We will always be each other strongest pillar;
Love Girlfriends Forever ("v")

I feel very cold right now.

Don't know what happened to me. Things don't go smooth on 2 April.

Dad knows about something…
CO picking on me and agitating me…
I'm trying to do/explain but they just can't visualise and put them in my shoe…

What's wrong?!

The feeling… is so unbearable…

I want to help things out but things get worse.

Trust me; I'm trying hard to learn.

My long waited event…
is drawing near…
but…
I'm not able to attend.
hmmm…

♠

You will lose something at the same time when you gain something

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Last night,
I dreamt of many things… and then I read up the dream guide book. It says that a new relationship is approaching; it will be a nice one but there will be many rivals.

Tata. =)

It's a brand new day again. [Breathe in…breathe out…]

Reflect~
Reflect~~
Reflect~~~

Yes, I'm still reflecting on many things...

However, I know what I should do or rather work on some things.

Yesterday was a history, tomorrow is a mystery; today is a gift.
Appreciate the gift and learn from the histories.

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Earth is dying. People, let us work together to save the Earth.
Please switch off all lights on
28^th March 2009,
2030hr – 2130hr.

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CAUTION!

Treasure it before you lose them.

*yawn* I just wake up.

I feel terrible. I wanted to call someone to share about this but I scare I give them burden. I wanted to tell someone how terrible I am now. I tell myself not to cry but I couldn't overcome the sadness in me. Tears are shedding from my eyes.

I'm now listening to Richard Clayerman "Mariage D'Amour", the force of every key that the pianist played tells a little of my feeling. If the force of each key could change harder, it tells all my feeling right now.

I admit that I am weak so I armed myself with my fake armour.

ALLY need to be taken care of…

Hug is all I need; to let me know that you care for me.

Unspoken

I've been reading the SMSes, viewing through the photos and thinking.

I got the hints you've dropped. However, it also confused me. Try making it clearer?

Sometimes my heart do melt because of small little thing you did or said to me. It's greatly appreciated and I'll remember always as well as placed inside my heart.

*my eyes are closing. I need to turn in already. Goodnight all.*

I feel so shit now.

What am I doing sia…? F***

ALLY SEAH,
Forget it bah! OMFG!

- STAY CLEAR -

Yawns!

I came back from camp on 18 March.

19 March, I ton over with Law. Promised Law to post this: Law's pants stained with "prawn juice". He said he finally can understand how a girl will feel if they got their mens stained on their skirt/pants. He was so paiseh and he covered his pants with his laptop bag then we faster hop into his car. wahahahaa!

Ok. I'm really bored right now.

I just had a meeting with zjun, syan and vin. It's not all about camp but we were excited about the Hongkong trip in June 2009. Woohoo~ and some miscellaneous stuffs. My ever first camp designate as a camp commandant is coming in 2 days time! Well, I rather relax and I don't feel nervous. Hmmm… "Boat reach jetty auto straight" (in Chinese) hahaha… worry? For what? Hahahaa. Most importantly is to enjoy no matter what happens. Tsk.

Well, I am currently facing some minor problem in life. I have spoken to Dan and Law and both gave the same advises.
I was being taught TWO easy steps to live happily ever after:

Step 1: Block
Step 2: Delete
hmmm… it was first taught by Dan but don't know why, I able to think wider and not doing what he taught me to do. However, same thing taught by Law the very next day, I finally 看开 and able to execute the 2 steps.

"Don't let life control you; you control life"

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Seriously, I'm now a full time slacker and I am not actively seeking for a job. I am graduated from Diploma in Slacker
and Degree in Slacker. I am now considering taking Masters in Slacker in Professional Slacker School. HAHAHA! CRAPS!

I have been tonning out ever since holiday started.
Ton over friend's house…
Go spinning overnight…
La kopi…

Sometimes I was thinking, spending time with people whom you know can know them better. However, beware! During the long and lonely night time… anything will just happened. Joking! But no worries, that never happen to me. hahahha!

I feel like typing some more as I really have many to say. Well, I think not many people will finish reading such a long post. Wahahaha!

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You believe in fate or you will think it's coincidental?
Say the same things on the same time to the same person?
Having the same frequency?
Sharing the same personality/characteristics?
Like and dislike the same food?
Like and dislike same types of people?
Encountering almost the same situations?
Feel the same emotion at the same time?
Have common topic to talk about?
Hmmm… maybe I miss out some but… one or more from the above might happened to you or friends around you. But did anyone encounter all of the above towards the same person and its occurring almost every time when you both meet up? You would take it as fate or just coincidental?

Signing off,
mingxuan =)

Part Time Job Needed URGENTLY!

I am super bored!

BORED
BORED
BORED
!!!!!!!!

I have been tonning over at Tristan's and Michelle's house with a group of jobless friends.
Movie Marathon
Playing Cards
Watching DVDs

Ohhhh my 天~

I tried my best looking for a job…

I called back my previous office…
Signed jobstreet.com…
contact recruit express…
call global hr…
asking around friends…

Arggghssss!
even the only hope
Lawrence also joining the frictional/cyclical unemployment now.

No Income = No Leisure = No Life

Even my newly bought LG Phone also throwing tantrum at me!
It just spoil suddenly and I bought it less than 3 WEEKS!
Pissed off~

Really looking forward
Ever first camp I organized
And it will be carry out by me and the Alumni
on 15 to 18 March

Yesterday Law and =} ton over at my house
tsk.
Playing FFS, Mass Conver, Pranking (awhile), Chat and Eat.

tsk tsk tsk
Slacker's life…
Slackest life I ever lived…

Remarks:
Some things are good to be left unknown than be known