Sunday, May 24, 2009

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I have this really bad feeling on that recently, I hope that it will not going to be real.

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I can trust a person fully but never let me know that you lie to me because I will never forgive you.

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Gosh… I feel so tired!

I need to get 12 hours of sleep to replenish my enthusiasm!!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

My Shopping List

  1. Hard disk
  2. -SMTH-
  3. Handphone pouch
  4. Makeup Shop Foundation
  5. Pierre Cardin SMTH-
  6. SPF 15/30 Face/Body Lotion
  7. Cotton On shoe and slipper
  8. Perfume
  9. Dorothy Perkins Skirt
  10. Nude colour eye shadow
  11. Black Jeans
  12. Club Marc Blazer
  13. Formal Wear
  14. Contact Lens
  15. Wallet

Saving money in process…

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Project deadlines are drawing nearer and there are so many things undone. STRESSED!

STRESSED
STRESSED
STRESSED

It's too early to ask for a break now but seriously, I need a break right now!

I WANT TO GO BEACH, ESPLANADE, MERLION PARK OR ANY PLACES WITH BEAUTIFUL ARTS, STARS, SEA WAVES, WIND AND FRESH AIR!!! I F***ING WANT TO GO AND RELAX MYSELF AND AWAY FROM HUGE CROWD!

My motivation is getting lesser when stress level is increasing…

Monday, May 11, 2009

Appreciation

Thank you Ivy and Jo for the Mother's Day gift and card! Hehee. So sweet of you…

I never regret adopted both of you from the rubbish bins outside the Church and Temple. SO CUTE LAH!

Mummy give you huggies [pampers] Hahahaha! v(^.^)v

Father's Day is next, your Daddy have a gift too? Hahaha! =X

Thursday, May 7, 2009

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Monday, May 4, 2009

3rd May 2009

Woohoo… I went morning jog with Shu Yun. Erm… my last jogging was… last year? Hahahaa! =X but anyway… I feel refreshing after an exercise. I should try to pick up this lifestyle back. Seriously, I lost my determination last year but I want to gain it back and lead a healthy lifestyle!!!

Hehee… I'm going hiking soon! Yeah Yeah~ about 9km – 15km… woohoo~ I'm looking forward to that day!!!

Friday, May 1, 2009

It's been so long that we've last argued. That was in lower secondary. It's understood that that time we were too young and gullible. So now, I wonder what triggered this to be happening. A new person enters into our circle that you all cannot adapt? You guys don't know the new person well? I've changed or we all have changed? Too stress about schoolwork? Missing someone too much? I'm thinking so hard to figure out what went wrong among the 4 of us. Or we are being exposed to different kinds of environments/people? Or things we experiencing changes our mindset?

I know the post was an encouragement. But what is the triggering factor? What leads to today? I want to know so much. Where went wrong? Where the problem is lies? Who is responsible for all these? Because of the club issue?

We need to get it solve, seriously.

Wishing us all the best and good luck as well as don't want to get involved in anything regarding all of us can solve all the problems? No, it doesn't. Ironically, it worsens the situation.

I understand that we all just started to go through another tougher and busier year in school. Leaving things unsolved doesn't help on our friendship. Avoiding; adds on to the problems.

Sorry isn't the hardest word to say if we have done something wrong.

You want a change in your life. Am I right?
But don't forget, we always there, for you.
What are friends for? What you treating us as?
We don't treat you as an entertainer. We share all our jokes, our tears, our fears and our happiness. We overcome many problems together remember? Where are those courage gone to? Where are our loves? We aren't each other strongest pillar?

I accept who my friends are because I don't want to lose any.
Changing my friends' personality? I'm not that powerful or impactful to do all these. If a person willing to change, he/she will initiate to change themselves.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Human do change with time

I'm sure you guys have the experience. For it would bear no fruit, when it requires 2 hands to clap. So one does not.

Well, my world is changing as a hurricane just went by. Will my world be reconstruct or let other cities, towns and buildings to move in?
If they are going to reconstruct, both you and me will have to change the building style and features. And most importantly, the interior designs of the building have to remain some old memories and also to create a fresh look to it.

To Whom It May Concern, I hope it can be reconstructed and the lot is reserve for only you for a certain period. Because human change with time.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Time for a post…

First week of attachment was a bit slag but still need to prepare presentation every day. 
I took up a president post in SCM Centre. Many administration things need to be done and tidy up with my V.P. Hmm, I wasn't doing well at first and I became tensed. However, I am glad that Darling is always with me as he will make sure that I live my every day happily and with no worries. Well, he have helped me on my attachment workloads when I cannot cope on it. Thanks, Darling. <3

Well, the attachment mates are fun and friendly. I believe the SCM Centre can be more happening when we know each other better. Hmm, I will start to make it happen by contributing the most noise pollution in the centre ya?  Hahahaa! Hope we work well together and have a marvellous attachment experience. =)

Alright, school work aside. 

Everyone knows of the power of friends,
The terrific result, when everything blends.
When people have friends, they don't stand alone;
Friends always help, when you face the unknown.
Friends give you courage to face problems untold,
So the love of a friend can help make you bold.
They can help you to live a much richer life,
So your everyday living will be less filled with strife.

The power of friends, 
I cannot sense it recently.
I am stressed by your actions and words.
Those have put me in a dilemma.
Is there a miscommunication between us?
Is it time for a friendship test by god?
The feeling of being in dilemma is really not good.

It's him.
The man I am waiting for.
The man I need tenderness from.
The man I want to live with forever.
The man I never want to give up on.
The man I will share all my happiness and sorrows.
The man I will kiss.
The man I will hug.
The man I will breathe with.
The man I will give my love and care to.
He, the man I will love as always.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sigh~ School is starting soon… and I'll be in year 2.
I got into SCM Class 3. Omg. I'm separated from all my friends. Sob sob.
I will be going for attachments in semester 1.

First attachment: SCM Centre (HURRAY!)
Second attachment: CTIC (What the heck is that?! -_-")

AnywaysSs… I hope both attachments will let me gain many experiences and make more friends. I am kind of look forward to it. =)

I miss BM0814 peeps.

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I left not many days to spend with him as my holiday is ending soon. I guess this is one of the fulfilling holidays I ever had and I will miss everything.

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Woohoo~ I shall stop here and proceed to my SIMS 2.

Byeeee.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A relationship starts because of two parties' mutual chemistry and commitment.
A problem arises because of two parties.
If a relationship ends, that's when the problems cannot solve within two parties.
When a relationship ends, there will be hurt and pain.
It is the ritual.

For your info, I will never join in the ending of the above ritual.
And, thanks girl for your support and it's greatly appreciated.

<3EVA<3
Thank you for always accompany me by my side...
Hello Kitty LIMITED EDITION Stamp Album…
The surprise Birthday Gift (I'm so touched!)…
You are great!
Your understanding, care and love are greatly appreciated.

Another
Happy Moment;
6April…

We watched Mall Cop. My expectation for this movie was much higher than what they screened and it actually disappointed me a little. Nevertheless, it was another sweet memory of ours.
Mall Cop – Our FIRST Movie

Then, we headed to White Sands for dinner at Lerk Thai. The food was extremely delicious as it was dine with him. Today is the day when he knows 1901 Hotdog (His FIRST Time). Hahaa. Stupid. =X Heyhey… next, he thought of going to the top of a building at Changi to view the beautiful scenery at Changi. However, we didn't go up and we headed to Changi Beach Park (Our FIRST Time there). During the short stay at the beach, we could hardly see anyone but aeroplanes ascending into the sky. The planes were so near to us that I could almost grab them. Then, he lay on my lap and he fell asleep while I massage his eyebrow. He said the massage was comfy. Also, I enjoyed looking at him asleep. He is so cute!

Signing off,
mingxuan

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Girlfriends <3

Though it was a tough year in 2008 but we made it through. We've shared our laughter, tears and fears. What make us now, are all the experiences we have been through. There are a lot of unspoken things among us but we can always feel/thinking what each other are feeling/thinking. Hmmm… I have so much so much to say to you all but I don't know where to start with. We are all the same kind; who don't speak up the gratitude and ya, one of our ways are through blog.

Ting, we will support on your decision and we only a call away from you. Be Strong. Thanks for your understanding; I really appreciate it very much.
Eli and Mei, thanks for always by my side whenever I need you girls. Be Happy always.

With lots of LOVE,
Xuan

The One

Though many don't understand/don't know us but I want all my friends and family to know that I am happy and so so so 幸福 right now. Girls, I know what you all are worrying about but I am really happy now. Can you all feel it? The happiness in me right now is I never have it before; the feeling is like a first love. I feel the effort from him and I want to put in my effort too. Girls, I always remember all the mistakes we've made. We learnt from our mistakes and I know you all are reminding me not to repeat them.

Girls, we care so much for each other. I love you all. However, I hope you all would try to understand my situation. I know it's unbearable for you all at times but seriously, I am really happy being with him. I know it will be tough but I always believe 天下无难事 只怕有心人 and 先苦后甜. I really hope that I can keep the relationship going and at the same time, I need your support. You would say I'm blinded by love and indeed love is blind. Especially ting and I are blinded by love right now but girls, use your heart and soul to feel me. Am I now suffering or am I living in happiness? Girls, let's put all negative thinking aside and I believe you all will give me your fullest support like how we support ting's decision too. Take your time to know him and you will understand him or rather both of us more.

We will always be each other strongest pillar;
Love Girlfriends Forever ("v")

Friday, April 3, 2009

I feel very cold right now.

Don't know what happened to me. Things don't go smooth on 2 April.


Dad knows about something…
CO picking on me and agitating me…
I'm trying to do/explain but they just can't visualise and put them in my shoe…

What's wrong?!

The feeling… is so unbearable…

I want to help things out but things get worse.

Trust me; I'm trying hard to learn.