怕怕~！

2 days to go…

Out of so many people why choose me?! Sigh.

Talk to a group of less than 60 people, I'm alright. But talk to a big group of 100-200 over people, I'm very scared and nervous.

 

我的出体验即将来临！

I WANT TO JOIN!

OMG… There was a Flash Mob at Raffles Place ytd afternoon…!

I so wannnnnna join the group!

拼了命也要忍着的心。。。

再多的想念，多么的想拥有，都要压抑着

一分一毫的贪念都不能存在

时时刻刻都要为你着想，都要妥协

我的努力与用心，我希望你能看到，感受到。。。

装着什么都不知道就不会去想也不会太在意了。。。。。。

SIGH~

Reports presentations report presentations report presentations… AGAIN!

Actually I'm alright with reports and presentations now.

I'm troubled over…

Why they aren't given a second chance? They are important to me. What I am today, they involve more than anyone else except my family.

Strangers are given a second chance. But why they aren't? Because they are my friends so have to be stricter? No…

I changed my style of living to compromise… I don't know if anyone notices…

There's a scar on me, a scar that appears suddenly since don't know when… A friend told me that mean compromise… when everything is solved/balanced off, the scar will fade away… but it had been almost more than a month and the scar is still so obvious… I'm seeing it every day.

I'm stressed.

Every time when I see that scar, I have the urge to be rebellious but I controlled.

Everything seems so different.